Last night, I wrote the hard and heavy post. I cried more tears than I knew my body could. This morning, I shared it. I gave it to the men it's about, and cried more tears. I announced my big news to the world and cried more with every comment and text and message.
This whole thing is bittersweet.
But I'm expectant.
There is joy in this, too.
Expectant: having or showing an excited feeling that something is about to happen, especially something pleasant and interesting.
I am expectant. I have an excited feeling that something is about to happen. I have a feeling it's going to be something pleasant and interesting.
A whole new job.
A whole new team.
A whole new company.
A whole new website to manage.
A whole new lifestyle.
I'm expectant. I'm hopeful. I'm anxious. I'm nervous. I'm full of emotion and unsure how to handle it all, but I am expectant still.
Lord, Your will be done. This life, my work, it's all Yours. May it be for Your glory every day in every way. I know You go before me and You are always with me. Let's do this thing.